inspiration, lost and found

i was just thinking about what stops me from doing stuff: doubts. ego. other stuff like that.
and then, i thought about what makes me want to do stuff; ego is still part of it. so is my mother's determination that i have endless potential.
i get inspired a lot. and i get lost a lot.
how can i stay inspired? is it in our personalities? our conditioning? our communities?
it's just life. it's just how life goes. there are some who seem forever inspired and productive. i admit i'm jealous of those who seem always to be creating & fulfilling dreams, because i'm one of the ones who has a thousand unfulfilled dreams. but when my head is clear and peaceful i'm happy to at least have dreams, unfulfilled or accomplished. because actually there are many who have no dreams at all. so i'm lucky really. and i've fulfilled a lot of stuff. i've succeeded in things that i didn't ever set out to achieve. which is really cool because it means that i've dealt perfectly with the numerous things that have fallen on my path, unplanned, and i've come out happy on the other side.
so i know i can deal with surprise. and that's just super.
so i think i'll just be content with that trait and try to build on it so one day i can achieve things i plan, as well as the surprises that present themselves to me.
i will keep dreaming and i will strive to notice the completion of some of those dreams.
it's nice to dream. i think i will try to write down some of my dreams so i can check back to find out whether i've achieved any of them soon.
let's make a list of 3 dreams we can achieve over the next 3 weeks. i'll post my list next time i write here. i hope your list, and mine, is easy to compose. let's be relaxed and realistic about it.
xx good luck.